What day is today?

It's my birthday.

I went to San Pablo, Laguna with Cocoy and my boss Sir Leydo to visit a PPMD unit. I bought buko pies for my officemates ang my family, to feel somehow that today is a special day. People greeted me, through text message or in my face, to remind me that.

But I do not feel special today.

I do not know exactly when I stopped celebrating my birthday. I only think, or have set my mind eversince, that I don't do it.

I'll probably surf the net and waste the night just like any ordinary day.

I'll probably pick up my violin and play a hardly sweet tune.

But thank you to those who remember. I'm glad that people around me celebrate birthdays as they celebrate mine today.

Perhaps birthdays are for social, not personal, purposes.

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